How It Goes

This is how it goes,
always broken,
always gone.

It goes
like rollercoasters
careening off tracks,
bumping along
into oblivion,
but I should know this.

I’ve been here before,
each time so much
like the last,
and I never learn.

I fall into the cavern
and scream for help,
but I knew all along
this would happen.

I knew I’d die again,
just like before.

Small deaths
all building to this one,
this big one
I didn’t see coming.

And I’m left alone
just like I began.
Without you
or him
or anything.

~ Patience



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