It’s worse to discover someone is not who you thought they were than knowing they were against you from the start. I can’t comprehend how one can transform like this, how you can say one thing and then blackout, go dark in an instant. You didn’t fade. You vanished.
And I don’t understand because I am who I say. I told you my truth and you wanted to move forward anyway. I know I was hesitant at first (I usually always am), but then I revealed my vulnerabilities and somehow let you tear new holes in them. I let you in and you turned into something else, someone else who won’t even take the time to explain the change, to tell me the truth.
You are not like I thought you were, and I’m so baffled that I don’t know what to do.