Don’t Stop Believing or Maybe I Should Start 

I wish I could actually believe in myself. At least a little. I have no confidence. Or what I do have is in tatters. I can’t find the good. At all. And it’s so stupid because part of me is like, “Of course, I’m fucking amazing. How dare you think otherwise?” But then I think, […]

Good Enough

I don’t think that “not good enough ” feeling will ever go away. It’s every where I look. I hate mirrors because I don’t want to see what new horror my face holds. I look at my body as little as possible.  I never have enough money or stuff or brains or power. I have […]