Before He Begins

I breathe in when he touches me, the air catching. I breathe in again, again, again, waiting for the moment, for his arrival, his entrance, his existence inside me. I wait for the exhale, and there are flashes, blooms of color in the air, and, again, I breathe in. And he’s there, his full length […]

Unquenchable

You would have known that I wasn’t done, that I wasn’t satisfied, that my craving wasn’t fulfilled. You would have stayed until I was, until my body trembled, grew rigid, screamed out in release. You would have made sure you gave me what I came for. Instead, I walk away, one more time, with desire […]

Can’t Stop

I can’t stop but neither can you. A little reality and you’re asking for more. You want to make it stone, now, today. Sometimes you hesitate, your apprehension bubbling up and popping into your sentences like commas and dashes, but you always keep going, keep writing and demanding. You can’t stop even though you say […]

Puppet

This is so intense, how much my life is affected by you. Of all the people in the world. You. Every moment, I feel like I’m breaking apart. I’m breaking apart, and I don’t understand what’s happening to me. I don’t recognize myself, this new person in the mirror. You still don’t seem real but […]