Beautiful Nightmares

I have these nightmares disguised as dreams where we are cooking dinner together, music playing, loud, and your laugh fills me up each time it rings out; we dance and eat and make love until we are blurry and exhausted. Or where we are driving up some country road lit with dappled sunlight falling through […]

Stupid Things: A List

I keep thinking about stupid things like: throwing my laundry in and regretting washing your scent from the clothes I wore last time we touched; how I haven’t yet washed all of them so I can remember any trace of you that remains; wondering when I’ll have showered enough to no longer feel your fingerprints […]

Separation

We sit in separate rooms, living separate lives, never realizing we’ve become shadows of us, ghosts of who we were when we were young, brazen, hopeful. How do you save something that never truly existed? Something that was only ever imagined, never real, only wants and desires, needs plastered on paper walls, dreams transformed into […]